So I'm almost at the end of my first week at my new job and let me tell you that if I thought it would be easy I was very, very wrong. 

I almost didn't go back on Tuesday, not for anything that anyone had done. I just think that I hadn't dealt with the shop closing and I wasn't ready for a new job.

Everyone was so nice to me and left me to discover things for myself, this was not really what I had expected and I found it hard not to have the support there. But I'm still there and I will be for some time I think.

I have a very big job to do but I'm sure I will get the hang of it soon.

Now on to other news, Baz has gone off with his family to Center Parks for a little holiday. He had a stinking cold when he went yesterday and I hope it clears up soon so he gets to enjoy it. 

I think he is having a really hard time at work at the moment and I know he is trying to keep it from me as he knows I've been having a hard time myself, but I will be making sure I look after us both when he gets home.

We have been together a year on the Thursday next week, it feels like we have known each other forever... in the best way.

Bear. X